Here I am back again with you after getting sick of playing the “Gone Girl” for the whole year. My blog has been covered by a thick spider’s web. I am here to tell you that I guess the Chinese fortune is right about me that 2018 does seem so wrong to me that even when I crossed the whole ocean to make my way to Australia, the Unlucky God is still able to chase after me and spread misery whenever I go. Forget about that, I will make – this time, I hope not to go back on my promise – another post to conclude my 2018 and begin a new 2019. (According to the fortune, it is better than the previous year but still not good).

So where can you find a good story? From books? From films? True. You can also find it in music. There are actually some songs that tell brilliant stories in their lyrics. From that, you can some clues of the mind and the life of people who wrote them. I think it would be a terrific debut of me after a long time hiatus.

I make it as clear as day that I love Last Kiss (Pearl Jam’s cover) till the day I die but I am not going to include it in my list because I already did before. My readers please refer to my old posts if you want to read my review about the song. The amazing story featured in the song should be on this list but I am not going to repeat myself.    

Noted that this post deals with subjective interpretations which could be either right or wrong. So take it as a grain of salt. But I am very happy if you can share your interpretation as well. 

Is it a coincidence that I always update my posts on this blog around December?

#4. Fast Car – Tracy Chapman

You got a fast car. Guess what is that fast car? Lamborghini? Mercedes? Ferrari? No, you have got all wrong.

It is just a car mentioned in the song which received two Grammy nominations for Record of the year and Song of the year in 1988, a normal car that can function well. In my own interpretation, the car is the metaphor of escaping ways of so-called poverty cycle. Dealing with that matter, when it comes to lyric debates, some say it is depressing but some say it is full of hope and optimism. The folk-rock song tells a story of a woman who gave up academy to take care of her alcohol-abused dad since her mom left. Living in a poor condition like this makes her feel as if anywhere else was better than her current situation, even when she had to start from zero. She worked in a convenience store to save a bit money everyday and dreamed of driving away out of the city with her boyfriend. The fast car was treated a ticket to her new life where she may get a better job, promotion, a bigger house in the suburbs and actually live the life of a person.

I am in favour of the latter argument. It could be because of its typically sad folk melody that people feel heartbroken. According to her narration, the idea that she held high hopes for better things in her life never stops running through my head. Some people lose to the battle of fighting poverty but it never happens to her.

It is just a quick fact that I got emotional outbursts in the middle of listening to the song. It reconnects me with some old memories that my mother used to tell me. Back to 1980s, when my dad just graduated from the medical school and my parents got married. I could never imagine how hard it was for a young couple to settle down in a new place without any clues how life would turn out to be, starting from nothing because everything they had was a just a bicycle. My dad would ride my mom anywhere in town in the bicycle. One day, it got stolen and my mom was sad. They may have got a new one but the stolen bicycle contained sweet memories of their tough beginning.

#3. The Less I know, The Better – Tame Impala

Have you ever loved so much that you blindly choose to ignore the bitter truth about them and love them with your eyes and ears closed? There are many faucets of truth, the one I talk about here is cheating which, without a doubt, drives to break-ups immediately as it is too hard to bear. This is not the first time songs talk about cheating, take Whitney Houston “It is not right but it’s okay” as an example (This song tells a good cheating story and how she catches him lying), but this is one of rare cases I have seen someone call out his rival’s name straightly, which sounds brave enough to me. I give credit for it.

As I skim through comment sections, I find some common ones:

“This song is my theme song now”

“This song is relatable”

“This song makes me sad for no reasons”

The guy, nevertheless, did not go down the must-happen break-up path that many people would expect him to do with his cheating girlfriend. You have a guy who had a girlfriend who had a secret lover whose name was Trevor. The lyrics highlights that their affair went as far as the rumours, from holding hands to living together. His friends told him to move on, forget the cheater and get to see another girl named Heather for his own good. What is the best for him? – The less he knows, the better. Much to people’s surprise, he did not listen to their advice. Rather than that, he desperately tried every single way to get her back. While she was young and unsure about her love, he willingly waited for her for 10 years because to him, late is better than never. He convinced himself that he was better for her than that dumb Trevor who was, in the end, as useless as fantasy Superman using faking charm to say stupid lines to make girls fall for him.

You may get a bit annoyed because firstly, you have to confirm your age before Youtube allows you to watch the music video due to their age restrict law and secondly, you may take it as a typical teenage love sick with explicitly sexual content. I highly appreciate unique art in Tame Impala’s music for their 80s-disco inspirations to different layers of meanings that they deliver, even in their music videos.  There are so many questions left in me after 5.43 minutes of the music video.

#2. Don’t You Want Me – The Human League

The Human League’s super hit was released in 1981 and has remained one of the English synthpop band’s most successful recordings. That is why it comes as no surprise when we have many cover versions of it, for example: Glee, Neon Tree, Atomic Tom, Mandy Smith, etc.; not to mention a thousand of unnamed karaoke versions.

This is the song that drives me crazy for choosing the best version (original or re-works) as itself is exceptionally, remarkably brilliant and also, this is the song that we can hear from both his and her perspectives.

He started his story first…

He met her when she was working as a waitress in a cocktail bar. It never said it so frankly in the lyric and that made me come to my own conclusion that he could be an agent in an entertainment company looking for potential singers or actresses, or at least, he was someone significant with powerful shields behind (*coughing* mafia). He played an important part in turning the small-town waitress’ poor life into a new chapter, bringing her success that she could have never imagined she would have without him. Now she wanted to leave him after spending 5 years with him and using him as a stepping stone. I feel like the guy is bit arrogant and dominant and it quite shocks him when someone who he took for granted now felt so suffocating when he was round that running away from him was her last option. His love for her seemed quite selfish and possessive as he counted his credits on her life. He did not mind repeating that she owed him the world and let him repeat one last time: ”I made you what you are now and can put you back to where you began”.

Before it is too late, change your mind now – This is his last warning before he makes his move. How did she respond?

Then she stroke back…

She never denied the fact that she had worked as a waitress before she met him. We all think that the Cinderella finally can get her prince and live happily ever after with him, but it did not happen that way. Opposite to his intimidation, she said 5 years spending her life with him was a happy time and she acknowledged that he mattered to her. And the most important thing is “she still loved him”. But I think the confident woman made it very clear that if she had not even met him and still worked as waitress, her life would have been turned better, so 5 years in the relationship was a bit long, I suppose.

So “Don’t you want me?” – he asks. I would bet a penny for a “No” from her. With his background like that, her life could be at risk. You’d better run, girl! Now, it starts to get disturbing.

#1. The Chinese Francolin’s Chirp – Quang Linh

Down to the earth, I am only a human being who is proud of my country.

There are two matters concerning with this Vietnamese song. First, it is regarded as “golden music” which is also known as “cheesy music” in me and Cheese’s language (I hope you my readers will not forget Cheese – it is not because Cheese has been not mentioned in my blog recently, it does not mean she stops being a significant part of it). Suddenly, there is an inner voice in me that wants Cheese to be here, even though she would tease me until I ran away in embarrassment, locking my door. Those old sweet memories!

Second, I have zero idea about that species of bird – Chinese Francolin. My poor biology knowledge only allows me to distinguish owls from the rest of bird kingdom. Anyways, it is not the purpose of this post to supply some biology knowledge to you and I am not biologist either. I, as a result, will not respond to any questions regarding this two-legged animal.

Oh, by the way, I know peacocks and I know they can fly.

The music video and lyrics highlights the means of transportation – “boat” so I guess the background takes place in the Mekong delta – the South-Western region in Vietnam where boats are frequently used. Back then, this area was under-developed dealing much with low literacy and restrictive customs.  There was a teenage girl, aged around 15, and a guy, perhaps a couple of years her senior. The guy played the guitar so well and the girl usually came to hear. That repeated too many times that in my own interpretation, it became their accustomation. I guess, without words, deep down, they were in love with each other.

Then one day, that girl stopped showing up in the boat to listen to his guitar. Left with much confusion about her disappearance, he blamed her for her changing and tried to move on with an excuse: “She is a free cloud the sky that I cannot catch”. Several years later, they encountered in a small boat and drove through lanes of old memories. Devastatingly, he learned that she had got married to another guy in a different far-away town. As it was a forced marriage, her wedding day seemingly happened on a blue day. The lullaby also intensified her dead-inside sadness when she could not even say goodbye to her real love before getting on the red boat to her husband’s house.  All to their realisation was that what they just once had no longer existed. They parted their own destiny; only the chirp of the Chinese Francolin remained there, crying for her.

The sentimental singing voice of the Quang Tri province – born singer made this song a sad love story ever. We feel so sorry for the love that failed to have a happy ending but for the life of a young girl that could have had a brighter future if it had not been for her marriage at a very immature age.  In a wider perspective, the song deals with concerning social issues at that time which many songs fail to do it. That enables it to go beyond my definition of a “cheesy” song and makes me come back to listen to it countless times.

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#1. Say love – Jojo

I admit that I have never been a fan of Jojo and to some people, “Too little too late” can be their teenage anthem, but not mine. Nevertheless, I have to delicate this post to Jojo because her “Say love” steals the show completely. It has been long since we last heard from Jojo and her transformation to a beautiful and matured woman is just something we all look forward to. I see the maturity in her music too. This song contains layers of layers of emotion, so easily touching my heart, especially the part when music stops. Of course, Jojo’s voice is very strong but you can see her pain underneath for a relationship that is still there but not the same anymore. It puts you to her shoes and makes you feel exactly how she feels. Every emotion she goes through is very true and I can feel that way. Let alone Jojo’s amazing vocal, sincere lyrics makes it a heartbreak song.

“But you just say I’m perfect
Say I’m pretty
Say I’m worth it
But if you really care for me
Say love….

….

……

I want you to say love
When I say “love you”
You just say “me too”
But I want you to say love”

It weakens me from the inside and successfully brings my vulnerable part to light. Sometimes you may not need to count on beautiful words to your loved ones, because all that they need to hear is “love”.

#2. Last kiss – Pearl Jam

I always believe that when you cry along with a song, it must be related to you somehow, just like when you are dumped, listening to a break-up song may make you cry like a baby. But whenever I listen to “Last kiss” – Pearl Jam, I cannot stop tears falling from my eyes. If I can make a list of “Songs that ruin my mood”, the No.1 will belong to “Last kiss” too. It does have a storyline that tells a tragic date of a young couple. On that rainy day, the boyfriend borrows his father to take his girlfriend out and a horrible car crash happens on their way that takes the life of the girlfriend who dies in the arms of her boyfriend. I remembered crying a lot when the singer sings “I lost my love, my life that night”. Unless you are a robot, you will feel weak in your knees too.

To me, what haunts me the most is not sad ending but opening one with optimism, which explains why this song never fails to make me cry my eyes out every time I listen to it.

Oh where, oh where can my baby be?
The Lord took her away from me.
She’s gone to heaven so I’ve got to be good,
So I can see my baby when I leave this world.

PS: “Last Kiss” was originally sung by Wayne Cochran but I recommend Pearl Jam version. With warm voice and slow melody, there is nothing you can do with “Last Kiss” of Pearl Jam, except for crying. So, prepare a tissue box.

#3. See You Again – Carrie Underwood

After listening to it, you may wonder why this song took a place in my list while it does not have sad melody (it is a power ballad song) or heartbreaking lyrics. To be frank, this is a special case that I take very, very personally. The Billboard described this Carrie Underwood’s hit “a taste of heaven” but everytime I listen to it, it hurts like hell. I can imagine in every second, it stabs an invisible knife to my heart. Nothing is worse than being helpless when your beloved ones suffer because it makes you feel like dying. This is the song that I heard in the office when our dog died 2 years ago. I had no intentions of playing it, just randomly. Now, time heals my pain and I am completely over it. It still always chills me to the bones whenever I think back horrible time when a part of me was gone though. “See You Again” was together with these bad memories.

I will see you again,
This is not where it ends
I will carry you with me,
‘Til I see you again

I am getting very emotional now and need my tissues now. Is anyone there to allow me to cry on your shoulders ^^?

#4. Dance with my father -Luther Vandross

It is said that when you miss someone, it is not that the person you miss but memories you spend with him/her. Therefore, it comes as no surprise to me that songs that carry memories of old good days always touch my heart, for example: Cool (Gwen Stefani), Our last summer (ABBA) and Stay (Mayday Parade), etc. But “Dance with my father” does an excellent job of making me shed tears. Luther’s vocal and RnB slow successfully delivered a beautiful piece of music. The sing tells sweet childhood memories with his father that everyone of us can share the same too. As I mentioned above, it is not very easy to be separated from those we love.  It is unbelievable that soft song can smack me right in the heart like this.

Sometimes I’d listen outside her door
And I’d hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me

Bittersweet feeling. I love this part but feel so much pain

OMG. I have wasted a tissue box and I know it is not good for the environment

Don’t be like me ^^